Trying To Find Myself

Trying to find myself again;

Is like climbing a spiral staircase that goes on and on forever.

Not knowing when to stop and think;

Finally learning when to sever.

To sever the ties of a broken bond;

A bond that’s holding on by a thread and barely hanging on.

I’ve decided to cut that cord and learn how to be free,

trusting GOD, my constant, my one true Family.

Looking in the mirror and seeing a stranger;

Not knowing how to let go of the memories of the danger.

The dangerous situations that I had to endure,

all those times when I was young and supposed to be pure.

GOD, I thank you so much for getting me out;

So I no longer have to sit in the dark and pout,

in the covers where not one person could see.

Now learning to live life as it should be, Properly.

I wonder if I’ll find myself before I pass away ;

Trusting GOD to get me through gets easier every day.

So now I stare in the mirror looking at myself,

wondering when the day will be that I find myself.